Puppetry

Sometimes...

I wish I was a puppet

Or an actor, or a character in a books and movies

Where I don't have to think about what to do next

All I have need is to follow the path

Sometimes I wonder what I want to do next

Should I do this, or maybe that?

What if this happens? What if it doesn't happen?

What comes next?

There are a million possibilities for me

I could do this or that,

go there or stay here..

I have the freedom that many yearns for

But why do I long to be controlled?

I wish my life is a theatrical drama..

Or even a trilogy or a telenovela

Anything would do for now

Because I'm too confused, too many questions to answer

To be honest

Maybe I'm too scared to move on...

11/10/13