Sometimes...
I wish I was a puppet
Or an actor, or a character in a books and movies
Where I don't have to think about what to do next
All I have need is to follow the path
Sometimes I wonder what I want to do next
Should I do this, or maybe that?
What if this happens? What if it doesn't happen?
What comes next?
There are a million possibilities for me
I could do this or that,
go there or stay here..
I have the freedom that many yearns for
But why do I long to be controlled?
I wish my life is a theatrical drama..
Or even a trilogy or a telenovela
Anything would do for now
Because I'm too confused, too many questions to answer
To be honest
Maybe I'm too scared to move on...
11/10/13
